It's that time of year where "Congratulations Class of 2015" is displayed all over Hallmark stores, gift shops and photos of college grads celebrating are flooding my Facebook newsfeed. I remember being excited that I was graduating, but besides the literal raining on my day that happened (it was cold and pouring rain), I also felt FAT... probably because I WAS fat. Starting my second year, the weight just slowly crept on, and I slowly got bigger clothes. Senior year, I stayed up late at night drinking wine and eating cheese. I thought I was so cool. I was never "thin" in high school, but probably a size 8 or 10, and around 150 pounds. My college graduation dress was size 14.
After I graduated college, I moved back home to Florida and spent the summer drinking tropical drinks poolside and eating tons of food. I was stretching the limits of the "normal" clothing sizes offered at that time in stores, wearing a size 16. I had heartburn, I was mildly depressed, and I felt terrible about myself. I decided that maybe I shop hop on a scale. I did not own a scale so I weighed myself at the local grocery store (Publix). 189. How did this happen??? What am I going to do?
First thing I needed to do was see a professional.
I did some research and decided that a Doctor of Osteopathy could provide me with a holistic approach to healing myself.
DOs combine today's medical technology with their ears to listen caringly to their patients, with their eyes to see each patient as a whole person, and with their hands to diagnose and treat patients for injury and illness.
The doctor performed a physical exam and quickly and matter-of-factly said, "I want you to lose 50 pounds". 50 POUNDS?? It seemed crazy. She said I was just eating TOO much, and put a copy of "Cooking Light" magazine in my hand. I needed to count my calories, plain and simple. Exercise wasn't really even discussed at this point. My BMI of 33.5 had me well within the "Obese" status.
BMI | Weight Status |
---|---|
Below 18.5 | Underweight |
18.5—24.9 | Normal |
25.0—29.9 | Overweight |
30.0 and Above | Obese |
This was long before the day of "MyPlate" apps, so I carried around a little piece of paper and wrote down everything I ate. It was tedious, and annoying. I spent way too much money at Whole Foods buying every sort of high-fiber, low cal food I could find. I had just started my first job and it was full of "Bagel Fridays" and "Birthday Cake Celebrations". I always brought an alternative food with me. My coworkers started noticing that I was losing weight.
Shortly after, I moved back to Virginia. I found another DO there to guide me through my weight loss. My heartburn was gone and my mood started to lift. I continued to write down my foods and carefully pack a whole day's worth of snacks and meals. If other people ate cake, I had a pear. My pants size starting dropping from a 14 to a 12 to a 10. About a year after I started eating healthier, I was down to 150 pounds and wearing a size 8. My body was telling me to RUN! I started running, all the time. I went to the gym. I did Tae Bo in my living room. I did Pilates. I stopped having to count every little thing.
At a year and half after starting my weight loss, I was now wearing size 4/6 and weighing 135 pounds. So I LIED. I actually lost 54 POUNDS. Around this time I moved to the DC area and started a new job. I played soccer for my company's corporate league. I met my husband. I ran ALOT more. I did some 5Ks, and several 10Ks! My weight dropped to 130 pounds. 125 pounds. I was wearing size 4. For my Halloween Party that year I wore a Snow White costume that my grandma made me in 7th grade. Yes, now I was the same size I was in middle school. Yay!
I was 119 pounds (that is 70 pounds less than I was six years earlier), but I couldn't sustain that. My weight slowly crept up to about 125 for my wedding day. I weighed a little bit more than my lowest but I felt like I was in shape. On the morning of my wedding, I got up at 8am and went to the gym in my hotel and lifted weights and then ran around downtown for 30 minutes. I felt great.
After our wedding, my hip started acting up and I ended up having surgery, which didn't really seem to fix the problem. My running slowed down drastically. My weight hovered in the 130-135 range basically ever since! When I got pregnant I was 135 pounds, now I am back there again. I was so paranoid during pregnancy about weight gain. As you now know WHY, because I have struggled with weight in the past. I gained a total of 28 pounds during pregnancy and I felt like that was a good amount for me. If I got pregnancy again, I might try to keep that closer to 25 pounds.
Just before this past holiday season I was down my pre-pregnancy weight - at 130 and feeling great. Unforunately due to drinking too many IPAs and sitting on my butt too much I have gained that weight back and now I am back at my pre-pregnancy weight. Ideally I would like to be back 130, and
I am hoping that my new FitBit will inspire me to walk more and make that happen. I also added in my Workout Wednesdays (this week I worked out Mon, Tues AND Wed!). I am trying not to let my past weight issues prevent me from enjoying my life or seeing how lucky I am to be a wife to a loving husband and mother to such a wonderful little baby girl!
I hope this story inspires you. I hope this story makes you makes you want to eat healthier.
I hope this story inspires you to walk a little further today.
I hope this story makes your weight loss goals seem possible.
YOU CAN DO IT!
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YOU CAN DO IT!
Check out this great blog about weight loss:
http://www.foodlovemefoodhateme.com/
You look great!! What a journey, but I hope you're happy with where you're at - a beautiful, healthy mom to a beautiful little girl. What an inspiration!
ReplyDeleteKristi, you have been and continue to be an inspiration to me. I was inspired the first time u list all the weight and again when u list weight after your first pregnancy. Thank u for continuing to give me hope on this journey. Keep living that blessed life with that beautiful family! Love you girl!
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